絕代雙驕

星期四，上BOBO堂，係補堂，好多人呀，但年紀都好細，佢地唔係投入，D動作唔識做，就TRY都唔TRY，企晒係度，你亞媽俾咁多錢你學跳舞，好心就生性D啦，成八十幾蚊堂，你估唔使錢架咩???搞到BOBO好似傻婆咁，唉..................見到亞LING，傾左陣，好想跳PRE-PROFESSIONAL WORKSHOP呀.......................
之後去左夾BAND，又俾KAI進知道我遲到，唉，斷正。夾女仔BAND，仲未諗到隊名，夾左成四粒鐘，左手食指痛到嘔，不過，超開心，哈哈，大暴走，我的真面目要爆啦~~~~~~~~~
星期五，又係跳BOBO，REGGAE，好好玩，之後，去外展義工，落區識D青少年，大雨到嘔電，見到一個HIGH左野既女仔，見到一個勁似周杰倫既青少年，見識到好多，同過兩個人傾計，一個叫牙佬，一個叫小K，好好，知道Drugd addicted在大埔既情況，從來唔知道原來係咁容易既事，唔知道係咁平，咁細個人仔都可以接觸到，無諗過係接近既事，REALLY QUITE SHOCKED。
睇完絕代雙驕，唔鐘意小魚兒同蘇櫻在一起，小魚兒係自由自在架MA，點可以俾個女人困死架?仲要係一個第五集(全套書有六本)先出現既女人，佢為小魚兒付出過D咩??一D都唔值得當小魚兒既女人，唉...............不過，勁鐘意花無缺同鐵心蘭呢一對，花無缺對鐵心蘭既鍾情真係唔使講野，鐵心蘭一直對小魚兒鍾情，為左小魚兒，甚至可以自己既清白，但到最後，佢在對花無缺既情及對小魚兒既義中爭扎，真係好可憐。以前我好鐘意小魚兒呢個角色，因為佢好聰明，但睇完呢部書，我最鐘意花無缺，因為佢有實力，又專情，反而小魚兒好似只一生好運，而且蘇櫻既出現，使小魚兒既聰明好像被比下去了........................唉.................................
現在既目標，天龍八部。
星期六日，同MST DANSO FRIENDS入南丫島，因為天雨關係，我地困係室內，唯有玩煮飯仔，得一個爐頭，煮左成三個鐘，晚餐有羅宋湯煮意粉、薯仔炆雞翼，蕃茄蛋，西芹雞柳，蔬菜煲，薑蔥蒸雞，都OK好食，之後仲有蕃薯糖水加超級多零食，成晚都無停過口，一定肥兩磅呀，我地熄晒燈玩零，有驚驚位，傅敦發無啦啦擺個超震既手掣係我大脾WOR，結果我一腳踢臨左張椅，D零食飛晒落街，哈哈哈，到左夜深既時候，就到左全晚既戲肉，耍盲雞，哈哈哈，超好玩，烈開心，同有舞蹈根底既人玩仲好玩，哈哈哈，一定要再玩，一定要留一個上隔床俾朱大師兄，哈哈...............好開心，跟MST DANCERS一齊係最幸福架，開心得要命。
下一個目標，遊船河，去碧桂園玩耍盲雞。

我和南丫島風車的合照，見圈。

Letoya Luckett - Torn

THIS TIRING WEEK

星期一，跳sis course1既最後一堂，超可能因為波仔效應的影響，跳左無幾耐就超級累la，我個腦死左，load唔到d steps，成日hang，妖，我真係想超有feel咁跳埋最後一堂，到最後仲feel到條腰又梗左係度law唔該，即係腰痛既先兆，腰梗 + 一個閃腰的機會 = 大獲野，所以又跳到就住就住，唉，last一次仲要甩晒tim，不過，好彩都有幾次完整既，都不至於一塌糊塗。走之前，聽了暉仔，suki同亞shan老師們既comments，我一路聽一路諗，要creat own style，只怕唔係一件易事，因為要個dancer本身好有confidence，要對首歌有feel，要對個排舞師排既theme好有feel等等，不過，我都好想feel下自己既style，um，不過我太累la，我無任何reply，但這番話令我諗左d野，現代舞同MST好唔同，甚至同CUHK既都超唔同，終於有D明白，點解亞ling話當你睇得愈多，就愈覺得自己唔應該站在台上，應該多上堂，因為mst dancing為的是表演你的歡樂、技巧，每個人最好係同一個模，同一角度，為的是整齊。只是現在的舞，不要求整齊，要跳得有自己own style，own feeling，如果連自己都唔清唔楚，點express自己???這確實係需要時間揣摩，浸淫，而家我就好像一個F.3學生，究竟讀文科，理科，定商科呢? 星期二，元氣還沒有恢復，跳BOBO，全程reggae law，真係唔該晒，累到趴街law，真係，不過一方面又超開心law，因為我好鐘意reggae，自從AP就好鐘意呢隻STYLE，希望星期四五都係reggae la，人，真犯賤。之後，超疲累加十億個肚餓 join在旺角既ivan同班長，hae左陣，就同班長去鄧肇堅醫院開會，到了causeway bay，因為班長有約，so我要自己一個人食野，causeway bay真係一個超高消費既地方，茶餐廳都貴到無朋友，結果我好有緣份的找上了大快活，仲趕得切食個靚tea，$19，so good，加左油，心情大好。
到了鄧肇堅醫院開會，本以為是去一d helper training course的，原來我地加入了一個希望推動普及CPR的核心小組，身邊每個也是年長的醫生護士，只有我同班長是醫學生及學護，係一個超formal，超認真既團體會議，我既第一個感覺.........「亞媽，mud咁大整蠱呀????????」不過，聽完佢地既理念，工作內容，我就覺得有意義，一定有值得學習之處，只可惜，我同班長想參加既小組都唔同，究竟應該點揀好呢?我對行政同課程有興趣，班長就對人力資源有興趣...........仲有，值得一提，佢地有大大件cheese cake供應ga，下一次開會，我一定空肚出席，yeah!!!!
今日，去左練車，drive左成兩粒半鐘，真係眼都盲，人都頹晒，練泊車，泊L位，練左成粒半鐘都泊唔好，真食屎，好彩有雞雞的悉心教導，多謝晒，好朋友~~~~~~哇哈哈。目標 : 自己搬野入宿。好彩，一年無DRIVE，手車都唔係我心目中退步咁多。
YEAH，聽日上BOBO，REGGAE REGGAE，REGGAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
最近，愛上了英文歌。
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LETOYA LUCKETT - Torn
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[Verse 1:]A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I'm living a lie.
(And I'm better off without you.)
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I'm over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why...

[Pre-Chorus:]A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
And you got me just torn.
[Chorus:]Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (I really want to be with you)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (In between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
[Verse 2:]There were no issues when we started out.
It was cool.
It was everything that love's about.
But something happened.
Plus I'm feeling so burnt out.(Cuz I can't understand you now.)
Now oh(I just can't understand you now.)
A part of me says it's all my fault.
A part of me says "he ain't what you want."
A part of me says to get my bags.
A part of me says I can't do that.
[Pre-Chorus:]A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think that it's over and done you make me fall back in love.
You got me just torn.
[Chorus:]Torn in between the two. (Between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Really wanna be with you)B
ut something's telling me I should leave you alone. (Telling me I should leave)
Leave you alone. (Alone)
Leave you alone. (Alone)
[Bridge:]So many times I... (I was ready to go)
So many times I... (Had my foot out the door)
So many times I... (I thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man)
Now I'm sitting here and I'm so confused.
Cuz I keep fighting myself for you.
(I don't know how much more I can take but I can't feel this way)
(You got me so torn)

上週

上星期日，去了聽<讚美之泉>concert，好聽，好舒服，不過，在一個充滿宗教氣氛的環境下，對於一個沒有宗教背景，只為聽歌晚的黎講，始終有一點尷尬難為。
星期一，上sis workshop，暉仔教，勁期待，一系列好wave既warm up，把我的身體打開了，哈哈，之後，佢教jazz funk，又係好講feel個d，我最鐘意ga la，雖然有微甩的現象，但真係唔錯既感覺，可以自己一個人deeply addicted，feel so good~
星期三，去了書展，買了好易通，無錯，我在大二時買好易通，只期望能充分理用這電腦辭典，唉，arm arm先供完我老公，又要揹多二千一蚊數，dame 。仲買左<五體不滿足>，講一個一出世無四肢既日本人，我睇佢既文筆都幾有趣，在不幸中有一點點綴。<愛之手扎>，講一個有絕症既年輕日本doctor臨死前寫俾老婆，大女同一個未出世既女的信，我諗超煽情。<加護病房>，成一百蚊ga，係一個外籍ICU NURSE寫既書，希望有d啟發。行到好累了。見到班長同roger，亞馬話企左咁耐一定好累，唔知點解聽到呢句，我想起了出ward的時候............
星期五，超黑仔，諗住出香港dancing，點知架271去到隧道，先打電話黎話cancel，shit，咁就無厘頭地無左$18.2既車錢，天啊!!!!你可知道我有多窮???因不服氣的逛左陣旺角，都無野想買，又超累，行mud野je???????天啊!!!!你可知道我有多累???撞到我的honey斌青，哈哈，我們未免相見太頻密了。
星期六，跳紫荊盃，苗族，<篝...女>，係波仔sir既作品。記得一開始call人跳既時候，我一開始就應承了，因為係波仔sor，又係我最愛既苗族，五百蚊我也願意俾。每星期四個鐘，太harsh了，想死，猶記得跳完第一次，我足足一個星期走不好路，還要出ward呢!!!練習的時候，也許是因為少時不用功，沒有基訓的根基，枉枉不能到達要求，多次被點名批評，自己也因此而唔開心過，心諗，有無咁差呀?到後來，亞sir也許是叫我的名字叫上癮了，有時唔關我事的，也會叫上我的名字，我也習慣了，開始找到令自己舒服的生存方法。要跳了，要比賽了，一切好似好突然，是一個期待已久的日子，不過，我已不習慣舞台，甚至有一點兒怯場。
站在後台，作了多次的深呼吸，踏出台板上，赤腳踏在地膠上的感覺，既熟悉又帶點陌生，擠出了一個最拿手的燦爛笑容，隨著聽得煩悶的音樂，作了個苗族的篝女，這時，每做一個動作，腦入面就浮現了波仔的要求，盡力地把每一個動作誇大拉長，壓低身體，腳踢高..............完了，dim燈，就好似發了一場夢，一場好激烈的夢。奇怪的是，在燈光驅使下，身體的力量好像用不完似的，不覺辛苦，不覺累。
這次的表現，是我由學習到現時最好，最盡力，最認真的一次，我已對得住自己，沒有任何遺憾，以往在舞台上的感覺都返黎啦。雖然到最後一個獎也沒拿到，但我已很滿足，不再是以前的我，以前總會為獎而有所牽動，現在，只求盡力，無悔無憾。

呢d咪神"經"俠侶law

玉女劍法

篝...女

拆彈

星期三晚，我去了救世軍的第一次義工TRAINING WORKSHOP，好高興，認識了新朋友，希望自己可以KEEP住落去，唔好因為無時間而放棄，服務對象係12-16歲既邊青，好有挑戰性，同NURSING一樣，都係要講HEART，希望有得著啦!!!
我琴日拆番d假髮出黎，因為一個星期唔夠，佢就自己甩左兩條，結果就拆晒佢，做番個colour，之後，我就真係可以好肯定咁話，原來我個頭真係好難上色ga，我又上番啡紅色，又係唔覺，唉...............感覺.............就好似一個隆左胸既人，之後再拆彈既感覺，哈哈哈，呢個形容真係超衰。
琴晚上GM夾第一次既女仔BAND，同佢地都好好傾，佢地又問我關於NURSING既野，哈哈，我又好暢所欲言咁講左好多自己既經歷，好開心，好希望自己永遠都咁PROUD OF BEING A NURSE。
P.S.施丹真係一個好人，好男人。法國，雖敗猶榮。

歡送十九歲

琴晚，一大班MST舞蹈組出生入死既朋友，同我歡送十九迎二十，好幸福呀，一切盡在不言中，有大家，便有我，我是跳住MST既舞長大既。
唔使講咁多，只要大家都在，我的笑容都是真心浮現的。
我好愛好愛大家，你地都好愛我呢，哈哈哈。

OHANA CAMPING~~~

哈哈哈，之前同OHANA一齊去左貝澳CAMP CAMP兩日一夜，我地首先係東涌個廣場買左好多野食，之後一個蛋糕FOR左三個人既生日，哈哈，好正呀，好飽law，之後，就搭車入貝澳，我地去左沙灘玩，打排球，見到玩衝浪既型仔，原來一個本身唔太靚仔既人，只要懂得玩型既野，都會自然型起來，超酷~~~~~~~~~~
之後，我同eva，亞wing一齊整BBQ野食，好住家的我們，談了很多，OHANA燒野食，好開心，好肥，DAVID既神秘之火好勁呀，之後，一齊睇波，感覺真爽。
施丹好波。
OHANA，是一個好OHANA既莊，YEAH!!!!

行緊入渡假屋，經過小徑。

貝澳的晨曦。

貝澳好多牛牛架，背住紅色大大袋既我真係拗晒底。

好似有d怪怪地?!

今日去整左頭髮，直左佢，加駁左八條藍色的頭髮。
整完個頭，我硬係覺得怪怪地，成日都feel到d人望住我，急急腳走番屋企。
番到屋企，見到爸爸，我問佢怪唔怪，佢竟然話唔怪..............照下鏡，其實都唔係好怪je，d藍色係髮尾到走出黎，都唔係好sharp je，反而係d陰，我唔再襯碎陰la，我而家用夾set番斜陰，快d長la頭髮。
我諗一個月度，我就會剪頭髮ga la............
真浪費。

Sissel songs

Sissel - Summer Snow
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It's Summer Snow in the deep blue sea
I try to touch, but it fades away
It must be a dream I will never get
Just like my love that's crying for you
If there were something not to change forever
We could feel it deep in our heart
Today is over with a million tears
Still everyone has a wish to live
Oh, I do belive everlasting love
And destiny to meet you again
I feel a pain
I can hardly stand
All I can do is loving you
It's Summer Snow in the dep blue sea
I try to touch, but it fades away
It must be a dream I will never get
Just like my love that's crying for you
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Sissel - SEVEN ANGELS
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Seven Angels hide and seek games
April rain and clear blue sky
Humming birds are singing love songs
Season's greetings from dear friends
No one knows my secret garden
A forgotten yellow diary
Summer breeze bring dandelions
Starlight in a holy night
Oh my love
I shall seek for what makes me happy
I love you
And you always bring me a precious time
One way ticket to a town south
Sunset scene from a little hill
Broken shells and tears of mermaid
An adventure in my mind
The princess in a timeless story
Endless sounds flow from little streams
Your sweet voice and eyes forever
Our promise yesterday
Oh my love
I shall seek for what makes me happy
I love you
And you always bring me a precious time
I love you more because
You bring sweet precious times

跳死左，最開心。

嘩，自從星期四，我真係無一日停過，星期四亞醒let me，星期五jimmy，星期六波仔sir，miss ting，星期日波仔sir+let me，星期一let me + sis workshop，好開心，日日有得郁，唔悶，yeah。
今晚上完sis的2nd workshop，教左d多dwave既jazz funk，哈哈，好好玩，上sis其實都幾大壓力，要打醒十二分精神，d動作再唔係一拍一個，而係一拍兩個，唉，手腳因為波仔效應太累了，不能好好hold住，一甩舞就意志力薄弱，不得了，好彩，今日逼自己堅持到個N TO THE INFINITY個八拍既SIT UP，真係死左，最LAST個次跳，我同自己講要努力，最後一次，YEAH，真係全部跟到架，果然有火就得架la，hehe~~~
明天出show，亞醒+daisy+ruby既組合，哈哈，好搞笑，總之good show la，intensive training大晒!!!!!!